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outrage! [November 29th|12.33pm] many expressed their share of anger while others remain apathetic. "A revolution may be conducted against a national government, if such a government has abused the power placed at its disposal by the people, with the purpose of having injustice administered, by using this power to drown out the public voice and at the same time to administer to its own convenience or caprice..."   Apolinario Mabini That's the quote you'll see in the mutineers' site. I haven't been this involved with what's happening in our country. I've heard the cries of the activists and calls for mobilization since the day I entered college. I listen to them but just turn my back when they call for action. This is the first time that I'm actually writing and having strong emotions that if they call for a mobilization, I won't hesitate to join. *you are free to share your sentiments, but before you do, read as much literature as I've read regarding the issue for us to be on the same page if i find your remark arguable..in short, wag mo ko kontrahin.choba!respeto lang sa opinyon ko at rerespetuhin ko din ang opinyon mo! Post Comment

[August 7th|3.42am] after a loooooooong time, i'll post again. instead of doing my acad-related stuff, i read the posts i wrote the past three years here. nakakatawa. anyway, nagyon ko lang nakita.but thisssss isssssssss iiiiiiiitttttt!!!!! ( FALL OUT BOY is COMING TO TOWN. ) hell yeah. Post Comment

isang matagal na dapat na post..... [August 26th|10.18pm] [ mood | shet ka! ] Paano nga bang mag-let go? (inspired by an online article with the same title)   sa may jowang point of view: Kung hindi ka na masaya sa relasyong kinasasadlakan mo, dito ka na ba maglelet go? Kung nasa isang relasyon ka at alam mong niloloko ka ng karelasyon mo, dapat ka na bang lumaya sa commitment na kinasasadlakan mo? kapag nagkalabuan na ba kayo and you decided to call it quits, dito na ba darating ang panahon na kailangan mo na siyang ilet go? *parang pare-pareho lang no?   Eh paano naman yung mga single?bakit may konsepto pa rin ng moving on and letting go? Ito ba ay kapag hindi niya masuklian ang inilalaan mong pagmamahal? Na pipiliin mo na lamang na palayain ang iyong sarili mula sa pait ng unrequited love? Syet! Ang dilemma ng mga single na nagmamahal sa isang taong walang pakialam sa kanilang nararamdaman. Paano mo nga ba ilelet go ang isang tao na in the first place ay hindi naman naging sayo? Nakakaloka diba? Oo, naloloka ako! Dahil muli na namang ipinadama sa akin ni Kupido ang pagkagusto sa isang taong nakalaan na para sa iba. Hindi ko magawang sabihin na “I’m letting him go” kasi hindi naman niya alam ang nararamdaman ko at hindi naman kami naging super close para i-detach ko ang sarili ko sa kanya. Hindi rin akma na sabihin kong “I’ll set him free”kasi hindi rin naman siya nakulong sa bisig ng pagmamahal ko.  Pero, mahirap pakawalan ang nararamdaman dahil nariyan ang mga lecheng what ifs at if only. Syet ulit! Hindi ko na lang iispin. Malaya ka na. Hindi na masusugatan ang dila mo kapag naaalala kita. Hindi ka na matutunaw dahil sa mga titig ko. Hindi ka na makakarinig ng mga kwento ng kabaliwan ko sayo. Hindi ka na mahihirapang matulog ng dahil sa may nag-iisip sayo. Hindi na marami ang “who’s viewed my profile” mo sa friendster dahil sa kakatingin ko sa pictures mo. Hindi na makukulili ang tenga ng mga kaibigan ko sa kakakwento ko ng tungkol sayo. Hindi na ako maglulook forward sa Tuesday na magkaklase tayo. Hindi na ako mag-eeffort na makipagkwentuhan sayo. Hindi na ako papagambala sa pagka-user friendly mo. Hindi na. Hindi na. Malaya na ako?!? Read 12 - Post Comment

kaibigan, kaibigan....syet na mga kaibigan.. [July 18th|10.56pm] [ mood | syet! ] puro lang kaibigan sa salita... oh ngayon asan kayo?? sa acads?boyfriend?girlfriend? oo nga naman, mas mahalaga yun kesa sakin... tangina! nasaan ang mga kaibigan kapag kelangan mo? kahit isa wala!!! imbes na tao ang kausap ko, heto at inilalabas ang sama ng loob sa kompyuter... imbes na balikat ang iniiyakan, pinipigil ang mga luha... masakit sa lalamunan... PAKSYET KAYO!!!! Read 6 - Post Comment

halo-halo [May 6th|6.24pm] [ mood | kebs! ] nagpunta kami sa laguna, sa luklukan ng aking kaibigang si kaarbeen......pagdating namin dun, kahit pagod na sa haba ng byahe, laro pa rin ng volleyball...akalain mong dumayo pa kami ng bel-air para maglaro??sabi nga, for the love of the game daw...nyahaha naging maligaya naman kami sa aming paglalaro, meron nga lang konting iringan sa pagitan ng ilang mga tao...haaay, bakit kaya kelangang maging ganito?may ilang bagay na nakakapanghinayang...kailangan ba talagang isakripisyo ang pagkakaibigan  dahil sa ilang mga pangyayari?aminin man natin o hindi, at one point naging close tayo and the friendly person that i am na close sa lahat,naiinis ako in a way...gusto kong manisi ng ibang tao...pero 'wag na lang...basta ako, mula sa simula................ampotah!may makakabasa kasi nito na baka masaktan kaya hindi ko na lang itutuloy... namiss ko ang monday group kaya bigla ko na lang naisipan na sabihin kay kaarbeen na magovernyt kahit alam ko na hassle at may ilang bagay pa akong isinasaalang-alang..pero ayos lang daw at dahil madaling kausap ang monday group, ayun....overnyt na kami.... ayoko mang aminin sa sarili ko kahit na hindi ako homophobic, being "gay" is the "fad" nowadays...if you're a guy and you're not gay, you don't exist!hahaha...ewan ko, nakakalungkot..andami kong nalaman this past week na nakagulat, nagpainis at nagpamura sa akin....bwakanangsyet talaga! hindi ko alam kung ano na tinakbo ng post na ito....basta type lang ako ng type...at eto, wala na akong maisunod....babay! Read 3 - Post Comment

i so love the "ITA" [April 28th|12.03am] [ mood | happy ] the MARKhhh- hails from the opposite sex but has a heart of a woman,has shoulder-length curly hair, and wits that can outstand the female specie. first impression: snob, nth level rich and wouldn't go for mediocre gimmicks. wednesday,april 19 about eight in the evening changed the so-so friendship the "diosah" and i shared.... since then, a lot has happened...may it be mediocre, extreme or just plain staring at the stars puffing our sticks of oxygen..... every night, there is always something new... his first times of this and that, his jaw-dropping stories and a lot of happy thoughts that would make us laugh our hearts out... we'll go home just a little before dawn breaks with smile on our faces and a hug to end the night... a week passed but it feels like we've been sharing our nights for a long time now... it was to good to be true.. yes!nirvana came to life.... Read 4 - Post Comment

si cheez it... [April 27th|11.55pm] [ mood | kilig kilig ] 11 months of being single.... 1 more month and a year of not having someone who calls me "mine".... i can say i'm happy...been spending great times with beautiful people... i was never looking, but then he came... armed with a soul-penetrating stare, a heart-melting smile and a mouth-watering body... my dreams are now filled with color... i find it hard to wake up each morning 'cause i fear the end of each night's dream... these days were incomplete without the sight of him i look forward to lazy nights with him.. to lousy conversations and stolen glances... i now feel restless.... i anticipate for tomorrow.. really....i am... ( i feel for you ) Post Comment

wonderful life.... [April 1st|10.49pm] [ mood | sick ] this post is long due..... i went out of the dormitory at 12 midnight so i can be at lucena at around four in the morning beacuse kuya was bugging me to go to his place... i arrived at 4:15 and he's not yet there to pick me up...and so i thought this was the start of a not so good weekend with him and his friends... but i was so wrong....it was the only three days of my lifetime so far that i spent with my kuya that none of "his girls" is around....ASTIG!!! first, we went to Lopez,Quezon...it was my first time to ride a skitz??(i don't know the right spelling)- a mode of transpo in railroad tracks.....scary talaga yung ride papunta sa tabi ng dagat..it's dark and sobrang bundok yung dinadaanan namin..a very memorable night followed...i was labeled as the videoke queen of the night, first lasingan with kuya(he even gave me a stick and lighted it...WOW!), i was touched because he cried and told his friends that he really loves us-his siblings...grabe na ang gabing yon... the next day, driving all the way from lopez which is at the other side of quezon, we went to lucban...visited the great great grotto and went to natagpuang paraiso..swimming na naman at inuman..pero tinulugan ko na sila... woke up and went to ate ydanne's place-kuya's friend....then pumunta kami sa mall at bumalik sa house ni ate ydanne...nagpalipas ng oras at konting inuaman bago mahiwa-hiwalay....umuwi na kami ni kuya ng marinduque ng 230 ng umaga.. laugh and sound trip sa daan pauwi.... haaay...andaming nagbago sa kuya ko...pero masaya..sobrang nagmature siya without me noticing it...happy lang.... Post Comment

........and so the sem ends. [April 1st|8.01pm] [ mood | deym! ] after the haggardous deadlines, second sem AY 2005-2006 is OVER! my dad went here yesterday to visit me but due to deadlines and a f***ing exam, we didn't have time to talk...and at 6:30pm i was forced to join VC's final rites/sem ender/induction in Las Piñas...i felt guilty for not spending the night with my father..huhu i want to blog about everything that happened but..... ( all i can think about ) i'll be going home in three hours...but i still haven't packed a single thing...kuya's texting me already to go home na...but i don't want to move...it's like something that just started is going to end so soon........aaaahhhhhhh!!!bitch ass!!! Read 2 - Post Comment

my longest sem so far.... [March 31st|4.55am] [ mood | ano na? ] while everybody is stretching their tired bodies because of a very exhausting semester, here i am still cramming for a major paper and major exam due today....this is my worst and most haggard sem so far...great regrets because of not doing my best and failing some subjects due to numerous absences, bloated my tummy with gallons of alcohol and smoked myself to death.... though there's a lot to be thankful for... 1. been with great friends....the all day group( i value them to the core), the VC people( how come i never got close to you before?) and my Yakal buddies(whom i won't see for quite a while because some of us will leave the dorm for good and some will stay...huhu...i suck a lot on the letting go part) 2. realized my strengths and weaknesses...thanks to the oh-so-dear people mentioned above... 3. i'm looooooving MASKOM!!!haggard as my course is, i still manage to have long talks and tambay moments with great people... 4.been a techie person...thanks to my parents for giving me the money to upgrade my techie self... 5. someone made me realize that if my life sucks, then a lot of people are sucking their lives BIG TIME!!!!hahaha 6. there are lots more but i can't think of them all right now.... ( ATTACHED na DETACHED ) lots of things happened...some happy, some sad... the sem is going to end.....so are lots of ties..... i hate change....i hate uncertainty.... i hate goodbyes.... Read 6 - Post Comment

GLOBE textmates!!!!!!!!!!!!! [March 26th|6.23pm] [ mood | kebs! ] i won't be using my globe number for a week.... why???? because i can!!!! sun and smart na po ulit ang gamit ko.... for more info, just text my smart number or post a comment..:D Post Comment

dumdidumdidum [March 25th|9.43pm] [ mood | blah ] it's a little bit funny this feeling inside......     sobrang funny talaga...hindi ko nga alm kung paano nagsimula.     basta ang alam ko naguguluhan ako sa sarili ko..     noon, i was just admiring you from afar- not that far though 'cause several times you were just within my reach....     yet i can't have you... I'm not one of those who can easily hide....     hindi talaga ako magaling magtago ng feelings ko...sooner or later may nakakapansin...     someone thought there's something between you and me, but they         were just rumors.....and will forever be... those two lines has been stuck in my head for a couple of hours now....i don't know why...hang over of some sort??? blah...blah...blah.....there are people who might react...people who know.............might as well not talk about that.... blah...blah.....blah......yes hebrilith believe me!!!!i'm loud but not like that...haha....labo!!! i told you what happened was not bloggable!!! blah......another....... i am not for you, the same way  you are not for me...friends we'll be....friends...no more....no less!!!! Post Comment

[March 18th|3.00pm] [ mood | ngarag! ] kumusta na kaya siya?tagal na naming hindi nagkikita.siguro nagtatampo na yun.anong idadahilan ko?na busy ako kaya hindi ko siya mapuntahan?bakit dati?kahit anong daming ginagawa ko, kahit saglit lang ay bibisitahin ko siya. namimiss nya kaya ako tulad ng pagkamiss ko sa kanya?siguro hindi..ikukwento ko kaya ang mga nangyayari ngayon sa buhay ko?wag na lang siguro,baka kasi nasasawa na siya sa mga kakornihan ko sa buhay.ilang beses na ba akong tumawa at umiyak sa kanya?hindi ko na rin mabilang sa mga daliri ng aking kamay at paa..sabihin pa niya na pumupunta lang ako sa kanya 'pag kailangan ko ng makikinig sa walang katapusan kong mga kwento.sabagay, totoo naman eh.wala kasi akong mapagkwentuhang kaibigan.kelan ba nagkaroon? eh sila lang parati ang nagkukwento.kaya nga napuno na ang baul ko ng masasaya,malulungkot at mga walang kwentang istorya.at siya,alam nya yun.siya ang aking kanlungan. hayup ka....namimiss kita.. ano na kayang hitsura mo?marami pa rin kayang dumadalaw sayo?mga magnobyong ikaw rin ang kanlungan..nasasaksihan mo pa bang magsanay ang lalaking hinahangaan ko?si kuya coach pumupunta pa rin ba?ireserba mo ang ilalim ng punong paborito ko ha?wag kang magpapaupo ng naglalambingang magsyota dun.. hayaan mo bukas, bitbit ang isaw, tatambay ulit ako... Post Comment

tamad mode [February 17th|9.03pm] [ mood | baliw! ] there are lots to blog about...i just don't have time or i can't find time to face my pc these days....volleyball's taking my time these days... my weekend is nice...got to spend time with my dad...nakakatuwa talaga...i so missed him and gawd!i can really feel that he missed me so much also..he even laid beside me in bed while watching tv..we got to talk about life....and basta, i missed my dad a lot.. grabe na ang pressure ng Valentine's Day..pero ako, kebs!nag-Fair kami ng friends/orgmates ko....happy single awareness day!haha masaya ako nung valentine's ng fatale kahit na naimberna ako kay bonnie before we went in nung tuesday...hehe bakit ako masaya?? hulaan nyo...OR tingnan mo ito...haha hehe..yun lang muna ang maibabahagi ko....!!!!!*ishmayl* Post Comment

ako rin daw eh... [February 11th|1.56am] [ mood | syet! ] Name five of life's simple pleasures that you like most, then pick five people to do the same. Try to be original and creative and not use things that someone else has already used. 1. spending time with my family 2. tambay lang sa track oval habang kumakain ng isaw 3. tambay with friends kahit saan 4. playing volleyball 5. text na nakakakilig...(how yuckie can i get?haha) oh ikaw naman..... andremontejomarktwinkabalos</b></a></span></span></a></b></a>kaarbeenylden Read 4 - Post Comment

gusto ko lang din [February 4th|10.37pm] [ mood | nervous ] 1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you what song or movie reminds me of you. 3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. 5. I'll tell you my first memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you. 8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal Read 14 - Post Comment

love day...... [February 4th|7.00pm] [ mood | bakit ba? ] pumunta dito kahapon yung UP Music Circle. Promotion para sa Harana 2006-- magbabayad ka para ipaharana ang kung sino man na gusto mo. bibigay mo sked ng ipapaharana mo kasama ang kantang dedicated sa kanya at ilang bulaklak sa package na napili mo. isa sa mga bokalista ng MC ay kaibigan ko, habang nasa unahan siya ay sinabi pa sa mic na "kaw bunggay, sino ipapaharana mo?" dahil sa sinabi niya na yun ay hindi ko tuloy alam ang iisipin. ( .... ) bitter nga ba talaga ako? kasalanan ko ba na single ako ngayong parating na naman ang araw ng mga "lovers"? hindi ko lang talaga ma-gets kung bakit kailangan ng takdang araw upang ipakita mo kung gaano mo kamahal ang isang tao.maaari mo naman itong gawin sa araw-araw.nababaliw tuloy ang iba sa pag-iisip ng kung anong espesyal na bagay ang gagawin nila para sa kanilang minamahal dahil for sure ay halos lahat ng kanyang kakilala ay may gagawing kakaiba. a surprise that requires money, effort, time, and a lot of guts for the one you love on the day that everybody is doing it!of course it's not a waste but isn't everyday a love day? Read 11 - Post Comment

the end.... [January 22nd|2.23pm] [ mood | bouncy ] ang colorful ng blog ko ano??punong puno ng buhay!!hehe nga pala, balik blogspot na ako..magpopost din ako minsan..pero dun nyo na malalaman mga tsismis sa buhay ko...hehe babay!! Post Comment

kumusta yung ganito? [January 21st|3.21pm] [ mood | blah ] You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. How Boyish or Girlish Are You? Your Superhero Profile Your Superhero Name is The Iron Hawk Your Superpower is Willpower Your Weakness is Flirting Your Weapon is Your Robotic Stinger Your Mode of Transportation is Kayak What's your Superhero Name? Post Comment

chever chever [January 14th|12.41pm] [ mood | drunk ] ate, isang ataxx.tsaka water at ash tray. asan na ba sila?antagal naman.oh bakit malungkot kayo?maygad birthday ko kahapon!walang ganyan...okei naman kayo?oo okay kami.asan si meggy?nagnet sandali.shot para sa bertdey ko!hapi bertdey vingaye!hapi beerday mother!oh ayan na pala sila.kwento...kwento...kwento....text...text...text.... kuya,toma-dachi ulit tsaka dalawang sisig. yey!!sisig..inom inom inom....karir karir karir....hello LA?asan ka na?o trixie...sige akyat na kayo.hoy ate!diba pag naka-2 thou ako may free shirt ako?yehey!!ate water pa ulit.oi, paabot ng yosi...tang ina wag nga kayong maglampungan dyan.bertdey ko kahapon!bet ko yung chever sa kabilang table.sige go!karir lang...mother nahihilo na ko...true to life ito!cge,inom lang.ui, CR lang ako.text text text.normaine patext.ajin pwede ko bang hiramin yung fone mo?empty na yung isa kong fone.sige lang mother.ui boni!!dito ka sa tabi ko.text text text.mga putang ina nyo!birthday ko bakit siya yung kinakantahan nyo?dito na nagtatapos ang pagkakaibigan natin!birthday ko rin bukas......tagay!para sa buhay! ate,toma-dachi another tsaka isang chicken platter. ui pasok ka...friends si uly...uly vc pipol.(isa isang pinakilala na ang tangang si uly ay hindi maalala lahat.hehe)lasing na si normaine.oi,intindihin nyo bisita ko.kunin ko yung number nung nasa kabila.bet ni adrian.keri!mother tingnan mo si jc oh....hapi birthday vingaye!(mula sa isang taga-ateneo.)tagay...lucky round!!since this is my bday kyeme...everybody should hook up!!except me...hahahaha ate,water, ash tray at konting bilis.hehe... si jervin....hmp hmp hmp!oi elaine bakit ngayon ka lang?hapi bertdey vingaye...chorus ng mga samaskomers.painom ka naman..tingnan nyo yung orgmate nyo lasing na oh.hoy orgmate nyo yan...hahaha.paabot ng yosi.get my smoke.yuck!loser!oi,hindi ako marunong nyan.pano yan?haha..losers!ang galing mo adrian!syet! kuya jerbaxx para sa kabilang table. oi vingaye salamat!tagay!!ui harlan.pipol si harlan friend ko...dito tayo.o sige tagay pa.text text text....okei ka lang dyan?oo naman...don't worry.piktyur piktyur!hoy sama ako...o ano na?lasing na si jof.itataas na namin si normaine.di na nya kaya.o sige.oi vingaye alis na din kami,magddrive pa ako.o sige..bye!ingat kayo. ate, isang what's the wrong. yebah!!o ajin okei ka lang?medyo nahihilo na ako.mother bet ko si kyeme.o sige go lang....everybody should hook up tonight..hahaha..ui vingaye kilala mo ba to?ui,happy birthday.oo kilala ko siya..thank you..hehe...friends si ar-ar..friendivams kei..asan si elaine?ayun sa kabila.asan na yung yosi?vingaye,uwi na rin kami.may raket pa bukas...keri...ingat kayo...ui jc,kiss mo naman si em for me...hahahaha....o ano ok na?trellll!!!! ate, isa pang what's the wrong. so kumusta naman ang birthday mo?okay naman..anong college mo?eng'g...so eng'g kayo pareho?tagay!!!!!wala nang yosi?hingi ka kay ryan.text text text..isa pang round...antagal naman...kwento kwento kwento....chever chever chever...landian on the side...lucky shot!!c'mon!!mother bet ko yung friend mo.hmmmm...kumusta yung ganun?oh ano na?lasing na kayo....tagay pa!!cr lang ako...bhud alis na ako..drama drama drama..hug hug hug...mother gusto ko malasing.o sige...sabi mo eh... ate isang gin straw. may free shirt ka na...anong color gusto mo?ui, ano na?lipat ng pwesto...karir karir karir!mother bet ko yung katabi mo.ay naku.first come first serve..hahaha...text text text...i'm hurt chenes ni jervin.kwento kwento si boy(ate glow).tagay!!o wag ka nang kumarir.akin na yan.landi landi landi..landian portion habang may nasasaktan sa kabila.kwento kwento kwento.gusto ko pang uminom.vingaye hati kayo ni boy sa jerbaxx...oh keri... ate isa pang jerbaxx. more landian portion.guys this is my cousin.cousin daw oh...vingaye dalhin ko na si jof sa taas.hindi na nya kaya.keri,ingat kayo...oh ano na?text text text.pengeng yosi.keri.kumusta naman yung lumalapches ng fatale si boy sa baba?ano ka ba?ako nga yung gusto ng ate niya.wag ka na...hahahaha.o sige tagay pa...maygad!nawala na yung tama ko.sawi ako tonyt....huhu..ay naku mare...dapat kasi hindi mo pinaalis....sayaw sayaw sayaw!last shot...lipat tayo ng meatshop...meatshop?ngak! oh baba na tayo.....bye pipol..ingat kayo.pag hindi kayo sumakay dito war tayo for life...ngek..sige!sakay....lasing si boni or 95% acting... meatshop.. landi landi si boy habang lost kami...hahaha...gusto na umuwi ni boni dahil wala na si ambrosio.c'mon...uwi ng mansion.ang gulo gulo ni boni.ang ingay.tulog na ako...more kulitan with adrian.orlog.tapos. naintindihan mo?sorry...hehe....ito ang naaalala ko so far...at may ilang hinayaan na lang na kalimutan at hindi isulat. Read 9 - Post Comment

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